Today I am sinking and burning simultaneously. Tomorrow evening will bring relief - for now, patience is something I lack in entirety.
Vascillation between calm and confident patience and despairing impatience. My moods change daily, hourly, minute to minute. Underneath, a strong sense of confidence and calm; occasionally disturbed, but underlying and stronger than to entirely be swept aside by the currents of the shallow moment to moment state of emotions in which I normally find myself.
There are too many minutes between now and then - I will not falter, but the impatience races through my veins like a drug, burning as it does so.
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